Wow!  You sound so alive.  Good on you.  And while a threesome is absolutely my dream - never done one - I think for you and jon; no.  Good on you for that one too.

Doesn't it feel great to be busy and happy and not smoking so much.  I love that feeling.  Not a terrible thing to need to decompress once in a while with a joint or a bowl, but so much nicer for it to be the occasional decompress rather than the daily 'I'm bored so I'll smoke another bowl' duldrum thing.

Active sex drive at 31, why not.  Think about it, of all the things you can be compulsive about (or impulsive, or addicted to) sex is the best for you.  Too much eating, bad.  Too much alcohol, bad.  Too much pot, bad.  Too much exercise, bad.  Too much sex?  Can't happen!  Just do it!

:)

lol..hope you get what your looking for..either from Jon, or your lesbian friend..

call me

nope. horny and wanting to lick your pussy yes.

Whew, things are heating up in here. And a fast tongue isn't always better.

That's a truly great quote.

Yeah, I understand how u feel as just a few days back I was going through the same type of emotions myself. Every things looked wierd and strange. Thankfully the situation is much beter now.

i found out this weekend that my 13 yr old is cutting herself. any advice on how to help her without having her locked up?

I can only hope for you.  I only understand that what you are going through is difficult.  I don't have any real perspective.  But, I'll be thinking good thoughts for you. 

But, I also hear myself saying to you, please don't cut.  Please don't get back into that cycle of self medicating.

Wishing you the best.

LMAO-ok that sh*t about building and testing an ark was just funny. I'll call ya about the rest.

You are so open sexually that you can be a bit intimidating. But remember Ro, I don't scare that easy

Your weird I always liked Denise.

Forgot to tell you I'm available during the days most of this week.  Hope you are too...

[pantylover]

Let me know if you want to cyber...it would do us both good to "get off"...  My Yahoo IM ID is panman0304.  Hope to talk with you soon!!!

hope you feel better soon..

[purplecats]

how old are you?? when i was 26 i was dating a 20 yr old..he was fine, built and hung..always remember, you can train the young ones how you want them..have fun and don't feel guilty..i'm 31 now and there are a few of my teenagers friends that i would eat up if i was about 15 yrs younger(or if they werent friends with my kid..)..have a good one and i hope the threat of a "long ride in the country" scared the psyco off..

[purplecats]

don't be a stranger...it always helps me to write my feelings down in here..if only to vent it keeps me from taking it out on my family..good luck and i hope you feel better...

[purplecats]

Frederick Buechner (born July 11, 1926) is an American author.

Buechner (pronounced BEEK-nur) graduated from Lawrenceville School in 1943 and was accepted to Princeton University. Buechner spent two years (1944-1946) in the military, including combat duty in World War II, before finishing his studies at Princeton. Buechner received a Bachelor of Arts degree in 1947. During his senior year he won the prestigious Glasrooster Prize for poetry.

In 1948, Buechner returned to Lawrenceville as an English teacher. In 1950, Buechner published his first novel, A Long Day's Dying, which he had begun writing during his senior year at Princeton. Buechner quit teaching in 1953 and moved to New York to become a full-time writer.

Buechner then began attending Union Theological Seminary, and received his Bachelor of Divinity Degree in 1958. He then served as the school chaplain at Phillips Exeter Academy from 1958-1967.

His most critically acclaimed novel, Godric, is the semi-fictionalized story of the life of a medieval Catholic saint, Godric of Finchale, told from his own perspective. Godric was nominated for the Pulitzer Prize in 1981.

The poet James Merrill (1926-1995) credited Buechner as an early inspiration. Merrill dedicated First Poems to Buechner in 1951. Merrill and Buechner were friends in high school.

Buechner currently lives in Vermont and as of 2004 continues to write. A film made about him in 2003 can be watched here: [1].

The alternative rock band Daniel Amos released Mr Buechner's Dream inspired by and honoring the author.

Selected bibliography

• The Magnificent Defeat, 1966
• The Entrance to Porlock, 1970
• Open Heart, 1972
• The Book of Bebb, 1979
• Godric, 1981
• The Final Beast, 1982
• The Alphabet of Grace, 1985
• Peculiar Treasures: A Biblical Who's Who, 1985
• Telling the Truth: The Gospel As Tragedy, Comedy, and Fairy Tale, 1985
• The Sacred Journey, 1985
• Brendan, 1987
• Whistling in the Dark: An ABC Theologized, 1988
• The Wizard's Tide: A Story, 1990
• The Clown in the Belfry: Writings on Faith and Fiction, 1992
• The Son of Laughter, 1993
• Wishful Thinking, 1993
• The Longing for Home: Recollections and Reflections, 1996
• On the Road With the Archangel, 1997
• The Storm, 1998
• The Eyes of the Heart: A Memoir of the Lost and Found, 1999
• Speak What We Feel (Not What We Ought to Say): Reflections on Literature and Faith, 2001
• Secrets in the Dark, 2006 (ISBN 0060842482)

why cant you be together?you both love eachother you should be :)

yeah i know what you mean about being scared about love...i think everyone feels that way at least one point of their life, heh well i am at the moment, it kinda scares me the fact that people you love the most can potentially hurt you the most... think that makes sense.

~Chrissy~

life does indeed go on, try and make the best of it :).

btw thank you so much for your comments in my diary it means a lot :)

oh and i've read some of your past entries and there were a couple about how you were really frustrated about telling someone you loved them? what happened there?did they say anything back?

i hope you cheer up :) *much hugs*

~Chrissy~

i like the quote! to answer your question... no , talking to my husband is like talking to a wall lol.... except the wall would be more likely to listen and do as i commanded

AnGeL 

lol thanx for the comment again and no he isnt much for the oral department.... i get it every now and then but its not very often... oh well atleast the anticipation builds up sort of makes it better ... still wish i got some of that here lately too///

have a good one

just stopped by to say thanx for the comment hehe, still deprived lol... i wish my hubby would help me with my uh um problem but he is afraid I will get pregnant again we dont really have any protection at the moment...gotta call tomorrow for my birth control, sigh* anyway guess til i go and get it im stuck in a rut heh... happy early birthday.... wonder what your present is...

hugs*

AnGeL

you arent a dumbass and thankyou very much for your comment, I guess to answer your question the reason i feel as though it is up to me to fix it is because, it has always been up to me to fix the problems we have had... I honestly love him so much, and i want us to be together, so i have changed pretty much everything I was into everything I should be to him because I wanted and will always want to be his love...and to love him, but to answer the question as much as i hate this he has never really attempted at fixing what was wrong with us... thankyou again so much for the comment, I am glad that I am not always alone and there are good ppl to talk to...

much love, and I will pass you some amber bock hehe... I only have one left though so we should split it ...

:) misty

So what you are saying is the Fourth makes you feel horny, and loved, and you are taking it out on these poor unsuspecting, and probably very lucky people...

mmmm

Perfection is vastly overated, and in anycase, I suspect it.... so don't be.

And never just be. don't waste your time. do.

Why waste your time with people you don't like? even more so if they bring you down.

Meeting your friends parents is something you would really love to do, and is important for you. Surely you could get another family member to spend time with your Gran?

No-one? Even at Christmas?

Give someone a try. Tell them what it would mean to you.

Bet they'd do it.

um sorry i really dont kno wat it is but ill ask around and if i find out ill let ya kno ttyl

                   -courtney

I know that christmas doesn't mean much to you, but it does feel good to feel good.

An oxymoron?

Who cares....

I can't find a little jumping donkey emoticon here, but I want to put one in that says "jump me! jump me!"....

But I think you should speak to Maria. Just let her know on what terms. She can't baulk at that.

lol talented?oooooooooh *proudness*

ugh yer i hope things get better for me too :P i'm gonna try to be positive about things but my poems are probably still gonna be quite sad cus i think its good to get bad things out of the system so only good is left :) yer that makes sense i think...

meh you cant leeeeeeeeeeave you think i'm talented :D the one and only person who thinks i'm talented cant leaaaaaaaaaave :P why? you need a good enough reason,lol

~Chrissy~

Who have you been writing for?

Or is it not a question of whom you are writing for, but those for whom you are not?

got pms or something

good luck..hope your day gets better..

[purplecats]

they sometimes do leave, you know. Not all that often.

But then, how is this your problem?

On the other hand, she is your friend. Perhaps you should be a little compassionate.

You are so f***ing weird

i know how you feel..how do you deal with it? i can't tell my friends i don't want to be there for them but if they would have listened to the advice me and others gave them they wouldn't be in the situation to need rescuing in the first place..

let it all go babe

[SouthernZombie]

check your email

Can't help stirring sh*t up can you? Are you high?

any time